Barrcane

An escape from daily stress and tension, Time to give your brain an expansion. See your mind is beyond incredible, It's so inferior and intellectual. You can travel to any place you imagine, It may take some control to start grasping. You can be anyone you desire, Take control while nightmares transpire. Turn negative into positive, Once you start there's no stopping it. You will begin to find your creativity, Eliminate possibilities for negativity. Learn your brains complete functionality, Maybe you can bring ideas to reality. Weather it's fantasy for factual, Enjoy your cerebral sabbatical. C.J. 2014

Everytime I see you I get curious, My sexual appetite for you is furious. The need for your touch is so addicting, Your body wrapped around me is so constricting. One night could be an overload of passion, I want to control your body in a rough fashion. Your nails pierce my skin causing pain, Up against the wall you shriek my name. Deep within I feel the inner beast, Your begging me to dig deep and unleash. I attack with wolf like tendencies, The monster inside I'm setting free. I want this night to last forever, Even if our ties are to be severed. one thing that will never change, Is our desire for Passion and pain. C.J. 2014

Sleep is to be most peaceful, Who knew it could be so lethal. Eyes closed ready to travel to paradise, However my dreams fell victim to sacrifice. Happened so fast after my eyes were closing, Dark thoughts are strong and began imposing. Opened my eyes to be surrounded by shadows, Sea of evil washes over drowning with sorrows. Was this really the thoughts of my subconscious, Evil thoughts surrounding me I feel so vicious. Walking a dark path overseen by black skies, The end of this path is where a mirror lies. What will I find looking into this mirror, This subconscious disturbance became clearer. Gazed into the thoughts I possess, What I saw

Drowning in a sea of thoughts, Keep them to myself so I don't get caught. Even though I'm happily married, These are the burdens carried. Took vows to promise faithfulness, If I sin will she stay through this. I'm a man with mixed feelings, Beautiful women make these hard dealings. Seeing them makes me think with another part, Hard to ignore but how did this start. To myself I think maybe just this once, A never ending battle with my conscious. Classic good vs evil in my brain, Sometimes the wants make me go insane. These thoughts flow like an electric surge, How do I overcome this forbidden urge. C.J. 2014

Achievements are supposed to feel great, What you actually achieved is the debate. You push hard and try with your all, No matter how much effort you still fall. How this happens is the greatest mystery, Why is this my repeating history. How can failure feel so perfect, I do it so well and I'm barely working. It seems that every time I try to succeed, I get oh so close, but still out of my reach. This is crazy, it doesn't seem right, Is this a repercussion of a past life. Will this forever be my destiny, Is the Devil going to stay next to me. Maybe one day I'll finally find my savior, Then I won't be such a flawless failure. C.J. 2014

Torment my mind and body, Pleasure with pain is how you got me. The more I hurt the more I yearn, I'll roll in the fire just to feel the burn. I want to feel alive like never before, Mark me, scar me, I wanna feel torn. The greater the pain, the higher the desire, My soul aches for your body and fire. I love the heat you lay on me, Feelings mutual that's why we're free. My back is bleeding from scratches, Pain brings me pleasure in hot flashes. You love to be thrown around and handled, Burn your skin with the wax from a candle. Together we cause extreme pressure, We love the feeling of tormented pleasure. C.J. 2014

We all experience pain in our lives, We always try to do whats right. But when we live in agony, It feels like someone's dragging me. It's the moments we live for, We always hope for more. But it's the dreadful days, We never want to face. For me I welcome the agony and pain, I love to walk the line of sane. For its the most sought-after feeling, It helps my mind to be so revealing. For its my darkest hours that I truly see, All the talent that lies in me. So make me feel pain to the end, All the agony won't make me bend. C.J. 2014  

We all carry Angels and Demons, Hard to decipher which one we are seeing. Life is full of uncertainty, Obstacles are put here purposely. Some are good and mean well, Others come from the depths of hell. At least that's how they seem, We look for ways to redeem. Try to find the true meaning, Our purpose and what we're believing. There's always an answer to the question, We need to look for it and stop guessing. There's always a lesson to be learned, Learn from mistakes don't get burned. Forget tomorrow and live for today, In the blink of an eye it can be taken away. C.J. 2014